Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Thursday, June 19, 2014
Saturday, May 17, 2014
While I sulk, I realize I always put the best interests of others far ahead of my own. I also realize that even in light of that, no one has taken the time to truly question or understand how I feel. It's kinda sad actually. Especially when many times I base my movements and decisions on how others may feel before I proceed. I see the obvious at hand and when you reach that boiling point, its not about additives or suggestions on what moves should and shouldn't be, or have been made. It's more about just listening. Understanding that I am also human, with a whole lot of feelings. Feelings that I can't even display or come close to acting on at times because of the composure I have to maintain. It's like I force myself to look sane on the surface but the core is insanely suffering. I know it's normal to hurt. I get it. And I understand it will pass and it almost always heals. I believe that is exactly what keeps me strong, knowing it's all temporary. I have an unexplainable passion for words and putting them into sentences, turning them into stories and uploading them into a pad or blog. Why? The answer is simple. Because even if no one physically cares or shows concern, once the words are put together, someone is bound to read them. They will read if not all then majority of, and at that moment they will listen. Giving me exactly what I want and need. Know that at the beginning of this I felt hurt, frustrated, bothered, sad, unappreciated,
misunderstood, unsuccessful and trapped. I'm coming close to the end of this post and while a little bit of all those emotions lay within me, I feel better having had someone take the time to listen.
Monday, March 17, 2014
My sweet love,
Today is our 4 year anniversary. You are still the perfect man to me. We are building together and setting up a powerful foundation for our mini's. Its a beautiful life full of adventures that only you and I know how to make the best of and at times only god knows how he helps us make it through. You have taught me to control my emotions and not stress, so much that I even surprise you at times by being in such peace during chaos. In return I've taught you to better express and verbalize your feeling. We are encouraging and supporting of each other. We are a perfect match. We rarely fight or argue, we have such amazing communication. We are so open to hearing each other out. We are always working together to make things right. Jealousy doesn't exist with us, perhaps because we've build trust over it. You are for me and I am for you. You are the sound to my words and I am the lyrics to you music. I love you more each day and look forward to our amazing, bright successful future together. I love you beyond words!
Loving you more and more,
Your Queen Ria
Thursday, March 13, 2014
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013
1. 12 grapes at midnight for luck
2. A kiss for a romantic year
3. Yellow underwear for fortune, success and luck. White underwear for peace. Green underwear for health. Red underwear for a romance.
4. Fireworks any loud noises to scare off the evil spirits
5. Walking outside your door with a suitcase for a year filled with voyage
6. No trash removal, cleaning so the good luck of the new year is not removed
7. Wearing polka dots for prosperity
8. Coins in pockets or wallet for wealth
9. Throwing a pail of water out of the window to get rid of evil spirits
10. What you do or happens on the first day of new year projects how your year will go
11. Wearing new clothes for New Year's Day brings new clothes all year also promotes a new fresh new start
12. First person to come to the home, preferably a man, is the lucky bird and brings luck
13. Doing laundry or dishes is bad luck and some believe the year will bring death in the family
Sunday, December 8, 2013
There are times when tasks feel like they've become too difficult to complete or the load seems too heavy to carry on. I assure you the load is not. The load that was customized for us specifically is neither too heavy nor too light. This is the load we were handed for a reason. There are so many disguised excuses we call reasons that one may say holds us back from completing or even perusing a task. There's a lot going on and while it may seem at times unreal and impossible, we can accomplish. We can make it happen. We are responsible for a numerous of things at a given time, but we are cut out for it. Not everyone can do the things each of us is intended to do. Having a dream and a goal to unleash from our load takes hard work. It's more than just luring it around. We have to work at it. Your load is special. And if another would carry it, then most all value would be drained from it. We need to recognize our tasks and embrace it. Know that it is handed to us for a reason. Who better than you to handle it? It's okay to feel overwhelmed by it all, but just know that you are cut out for it and it can be done. The reward at the end is so much more delightful, but getting the result will take dedication,faith and confidence. Vow to have less excuses and more acceptance.